One of the strange things that frequently enters into yoga class, no matter what level or style, is the spirit of competition. I’m certainly guilty of becoming competitive with other students, sometimes even with the teacher. I’d like to air some thoughts today about this competitive spirit, what it is, what to do about it, [...] yoga therapy; Self Improvement;
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Trillanes/Lim Makati Standoff - My Personal Experience
I could sense something was amiss this morning on the way to work with hubby. Just as we got off the Mandaluyong-Makati bridge at the intersection of J. P. Rizal Ave. and Makati Ave., there were policemen preventing cars from proceeding to the stretch of Makati Ave. towards the Makati commercial district. So without knowing [...] yoga therapy; Self Improvement;
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
My most favorite-est teacher
At the CT shala, there is one student who lies face down before the photo of Guruji and steeples his hands over his head towards the photo.
There is another student who sits before the altar for a moment before taking a fist-sized rock from the altar, heating it up in the flame of the altar candle and then cupping it in her hand.
There are people who say of the shala, "This is a sacred space", even though it is, essentially, just a rectangular, sage-green room, carpeted with industrial carpeting, in the middle of a strip mall in the middle of a highway in the middle of Fairfield County, Connecticut.
There are those who stand up whenever the invocation is chanted in the room, even if it is chanted for the next class, even if they chanted it themselves 90 minutes earlier before they practiced.
And when it is time to leave the room, everyone, including me, places hands in prayer and bows to Val. This last one, I do because I assume it makes Val feel good, and in my opinion, she earns that big time.
These are practices that I do not understand. These are practices which leave me feeling alienated and confused. These are among the reasons that I find myself wishing to practice alone in my house at times, for weeks at a time. It's nothing against the CT shala. I think Val is a wonderful teacher and uniquely supportive and communicative. I think Sir and Lori are wonderful teachers, brilliant and intuitive, as well. It's not that or them.
Rather, there have been aspects of being a yoga practitioner in general that have confounded me from the very beginning. Chanting the names of Hindu gods, for example. That really has no place in my life. I love the story of Hanuman, Sita and Ram and find aspects of the story to fill me with admiration and awe, but I would no more invoke their names for inspiration, motivation or worship than I would chant the name of Madeleine, of the Ludwig Bemelmans book, who has long inspired me to feel brave even when feeling very very small ("...The smallest one was Madeleine...She was not afraid of mice; she loved winter snow and ice. To the tiger in the zoo, Madeleine just said 'pooh pooh'....And nobody knew so well, how to frighten Miss Clavell").
I don't want to go to a Kirtan because every time I think about going, I realize that what I really need to be doing is singing with my own peeps, the Jews, which is how it came to pass that I joined the choir at my synagogue. I don't want to see Krishna Das in concert (see Tiff? You're not the only one), and I don't want to read the Bhagavad Gita. I want to see Pat Metheny as many times as I can in this life and I want to get through To Kill A Mockingbird, finally, while still having time to read Us and House Beautiful.
I think very highly of all of the teachers who have actually taught me Ashtanga yoga. But I don't know Sri K. Pattabhi Jois. I have never studied with him. Sure, I have taken his led classes. But he is not my teacher. And frankly, I am not sure that I entirely buy into the system as an efficient gestalt. If I did, there would be no need for yin stretches and prep poses, for which I have always felt the need, or strength training, which many others out there feel is important to their practice. I feel no urge to prostrate to SKPJ's photo, and I removed the photo of myself bowing at his feet, which used to grace this blog's sidebar. It felt silly to have it there. I should be boing at the feet of my oncologist, of my children, of my husband for giving me such a comfortable life and such perfect children, of my former nannies, Ella, Norma, Tereza and Sarah, all of whom have taken such incredibly good care of my children and myself.
Until I bow at the feet of the people who matter in my life, I'm not bowing at anyone else's feet. And if I can't make the time to pray to my own God, then I sure as hell am not making the time to pray to anyone else's.
And as much as I love getting a good adjustment in this or that pose, and getting the professional dropbacks from Val, I feel like I need to practice alone for a little bit. Ultimately, I am my most cherished teacher. Ultimately, no one knows my body and what it needs better than I do. And sometimes, I feel this knowledge acutely, as I learn to bind by myself in Pasasana, while balancing with my heels just "thisclose" to the floor, as I learn to bind Supta K with my ankles already crossed, as I touch my own toes in Kapotasana, albeit with my elbows splayed in the wrong direction.
After practicing alone at home for short periods of time, I usually come back to the shala refreshed. And this is where I am at right now. Feeling a bit disconnected, feeling like I need to be teaching myself for now.
I'm just saying.
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Friday, November 23, 2007
The husband and I renewed our vows on Thanksgiving!!
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Thursday, November 22, 2007
Eco-Friendly Thanksgiving - Part 1
Make this year’s Thanksgiving more meaningful by making your celebration more healthful, environmentally friendly and authentic. If you plan ahead and keep things simple, this more sustainable type of Thanksgiving doesn’t have to involve more work or expense, so it can satisfy your appetite, your spirit and your conscience. This could be the first year [...] yoga; Yoga Poses; Health and Wellness;
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Zip
Good god, I can’t believe it’s been three weeks since I’ve blogged! Time, as they say, flies. Especially when you suddenly start teaching six yoga classes a week. My recent teaching experience has reminded me of a few important facts:
1. I really enjoy teaching. The students I’ve been working with [...] yoga; Yoga Poses; Health and Wellness;
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Echinacea to Strengthen the Immune System
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Monday, November 19, 2007
Getting Arm Power Back
After another week of no yoga, I was determined yesterday to go to a class. It was mind-over-body, really, as I was not in good physical shape. Firstly, I had been working late nights and the night before this Saturday’s class, I slept past midnight. On top of that, we had a power outage at [...] yoga therapy; Self Improvement;
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Yoga Exercise Can Improve Mind and Body
Friday, November 16, 2007
Yoga For the Holidays: 45 minute Self-Practice Routine
I’ve noticed at the studio where I practice and at the studios where I teach that attendance keeps dropping as we move from fall into winter. The drop isn’t precipitous, but it is noticeable. I think there are a few explanations for this. We recently turned our clocks back, so there’s an hour less of [...] yoga therapy; Self Improvement;
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Taking rest
By popular demand, by which I mean by the requiest of one reader, I am posting these photos I took this rainy November morning, of the "creepy graveyard" that overlooks the Village Green pictured in yesterday's post. The oldest grave marker here is from 1700, which means it (probably) holds the remains of someone born in the 1600's. I find that totally cool, not creepy. But some will find it creepy, and I understand that, especially when you consider that more than half of the stones are tiny tiny tiny, bearing only initials, indicative of those who died in infancy, often without having been named.
Even more creepy: When I tried to take a photo facing the Village Green, my camera turned off. I tried again. And again. Finally, I gave up, assuming my camera's battery had died. When I got back to my car, my camera was in perfect working order, battery alive and well.......who did not want their photo taken is the question......
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Oh, and this room needs help now too.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Choosing a Yoga Bag
Monday, November 12, 2007
Today's Backbending Entry
So, I think the backbending is improving steadily. But the standup does NOT reflect it. In fact, it sucks badly. But in the interest of time, and humility, I felt that I needed to publish today's outtake. OK, they were all outtakes. So, if I was going to publish anything for your perusal and advice, dear reader(s) (!), it was going to be the best of the worst, or nothing at all. I settled for the former. Here it is. Go ahead, laugh. But nicely. Or I will continue to publish only the stuff that looks good (in my opinion).
YC
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How to Select the Best Yoga Center for You
Friday, November 9, 2007
Introducing: The Pokemon Master
Well, there's a new blogger in town. And his mom couldn't be more kvelling.
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Thursday, November 8, 2007
Living Room, with Mutt
I hung these swags, and I am damn proud of my handiwork. I am thinking of handing the husband a bill for all the work I've done around here. Have I mentioned that before? Pardon me if I am being repetitive, repetitive. I'm showing this in two photos because I couldn't fit all three windows in one frame with the sofa on the other side of the room.
Practice is definitely suffering a bit from all of my exertions. But more about my practice later. Right now I have to call the cable company and get them to take off of my bill about 10 porno movies that no one ordered or watched or would have had time to order or watch. Jeez.
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Kapalabhati-Pranayama as a Kriya (Yoga Cleanse)
Kapalabhati is a highly energizing abdominal breathing exercise that acts as a kriya or a yoga cleanse. The vigorous exhalations act in many ways to yield benefits beyond the energetic qualities of this advanced yoga breathing exercise (pranayama). One important way that Kapalabhati acts as a kriya is that it helps clear mucous [...] yoga; Yoga Poses; Health and Wellness;
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Another L.A. Class @ New NoHo Yoga Studio: UPDATED
UPDATE: My two classes at Yoga Groove are Mondays 7:45 - 9:15 PM and Wednesdays 7:45 - 9:15 PM. They are both “Slow Flow” classes, focusing on longer holds of basic to intermediate level asanas. The class is accessible to newer students, and will provide a nice opportunity for more advanced students to refine their [...] yoga therapy; Self Improvement;
Monday, November 5, 2007
Yoga Product Review: The Eko by Manduka
I finally received my Eko mat from Manduka, and have been practicing with it for about a week. Now that I’ve taken it out for a test spin, I feel that I can write a more informed review about this new mat. (These were my initial thoughts about the Eko after noodling around with a [...] yoga therapy; Self Improvement;
Saturday, November 3, 2007
The Benefit of Yoga Music
Friday, November 2, 2007
When your son is no longer a babe…..
He is all of 13 years old. He insists he is no longer a baby. He is away from us — all the way in China — for 6 weeks.
M2 is on a foreign study program — part of their school’s vision to bring their students into a keener awareness of their roots, appreciation for [...] yoga therapy; Self Improvement;
Thursday, November 1, 2007
I am Elastigirl.
This is my son, The Ninja Warrior.
And this is Thanksgiving Dinner, who was crossing the street as we were driving to school this morning. TD was in high diva mode, clucking irritably, and refusing to clear the way for our SUV and the one parked on the other side of the road, waiting for clearance. I can understand why TD is feeling a bit pissy this time of year. But still.
YC


